夕阳的伴侣@SUNSET PARTNER

2011-12-27T00:28:00.000+08:00

对于爱情，我真的很失败！
真的很懦弱....
真的要努力，要靠自己争取的！
真的要加油！

2011-12-15T23:03:00.001+08:00

或許我軟弱，也害怕失敗但有你的笑容就能讓我再站起來

Crying Love U U III

2011-11-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

..................started from 7 Nov 2011..................
No more news from you at all..............
Couldn't see you in Facebook at all.........
Couldn't see you in MSN at all................
What happen to you ? May I know ???????
I didn't say anything .... I just... we are still friend ?
No reply No sms reply from you....
Tell me what happen actually ?
What make you escape from me ?
I have a lot of questions in my mind.....
Keep on asking why why why....

You created a secret group in Facebook and I am the only member in the group.
What I couldn't understand is.... why the group is named as BLOCK ?
Is it you are telling me that I am Block ?
Very sad to know that this is the truth..........
My mind cant escape from thinking of you !
I need you to cheer me up sometime....
I need to chat with you, like to talk you like to listen to your voice...
God, I am here to worship, to get the help to grab the power from you to ease away all the bad moment, I am hoping that she will back to my life and allow me to chat to deal to cheer each other... I cant stand alone in the world without her..
very suffering if the world is without her.......

LOVE U U this song make me feel better ! I am thinking of you and hope to see you again............... to be continue..........

Crying Love U U II

2011-10-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

No respond from you !
Each message I sent to you... No respond from you..
what was happened ? Can you please tell me?

Maybe you are busy....
Hoping that you are not push me away from you...
at least get a reply from you...
I am worrying....

Any how..
my mind will stay with u !

Crying Love U U....

2011-10-22T22:51:00.005+08:00

................... Can I back to the basic ?
Engine was started for an amazing meet but seem like the destination is not there for me...
I want to make a turn back to the origin and to look back at myself again. Is the time for me to re-consider again. I need to have a full stop on this. I want to quit. I found no direction. It is beautiful to be friend with her and encourage each other as well.

After back to the basic, another chapter of a new story is begin.

"Love U U", this is an amazing LOVE movie and the story happened at a beautiful island.
I love the story so much and also the theme song, Love U U from JJ.
I start to have a very strong feeling to "her" after and during movie with her.
I'm keep on thinking of her after the nite of movie.
I know, I am in the trap of love again and don know how to escape from it....

At the same time, I feel so "shit" to myself...
I really don know how to express it here...
feel like want to cry while listening to the Love U U....

........................... Hope to meet up again...
I will remember that nite we're having a movie time with Love U U.....

Amazing Meet (6-Aug-2011)

2011-08-29T00:03:00.003+08:00

It is the time for me to write down my feeling here!
I met her, know this girl but not close at all, never think of approaching her, never think of want to get close with her, never think of want to chase her too.
All this happened is because of the amazing meet that happened to me on that day.

It was an amazing meet of me and her at the Chinese temple on that special day (Qixi Festival, seventh day of the seventh lunar month on the Chinese calendar). That day is special because that day is normally known as a Chinese valentine’s day too. That temple is called City god temple which is located at the City god temple road (7th road) Penang and there will be a lot of guys and girls, aunties and uncles praying for good blessing there. Most of the single women and men are there is to pray for finding a good husband and wife in the future.

That day: 6-Aug-2011
For me, I am different because I went there is due to my friend want to pray for finding or meet a good wife. So, I just followed but no praying. I was standing in front of the temple and observed a lot of things. It’s really a lot of people hunger for the blessing. Hehehehe… the amazing meet started when I saw a girl standing at the other side of the temple, she looked so familiar to me. She noticed me too, wow… I smiled to her and she smiled back to me too… she is my working colleague but not the same team and not close at all. Felt so great at that moment when she smiled to me and saw her suddenly. If not mistaken, she came for praying to find a good “partner” too. Lol……Especially when she wanted to go off that time, she was awaiting me to say bye to her… I could see that….. The way she looked at me that time is really different…don know how to say that… I had used my hand to say bye to her! :) Really nice, nice feeling!

After she left the temple, my mind was damn confused. What happened to me??? Keep on asking myself?? It should be a good start right? That nite, I was kept on thinking of the scene when she said bye to me. It’s sweet and I couldn’t escape of thinking of her. Maybe, this is what arranged by the god! I took a long time to consider on this. Finally I made up my mind… I have to take action on this. I am sure that she will have a different kind of feeling or impression on me too. Anyhow, every single relationship is started with a friend. So, I will go for this….. I started the engine already! Yeah lol Wish me Luck!

从；直到

2010-01-23T21:21:00.000+08:00

从没见过你的我，直到遇见了你的我，
从不认识的那一刻，直到相识后的每一天，
从想念你的每一秒开始，直到想你的每分每秒，
从陌生的我们变得熟悉，直到熟悉再转变为起初的陌生，
从那第一的自然感觉，直到现在那特别及熟透的感觉，
从来没有想过拥有的味道，直到这难得的味道越来越浓，
从一开始到现在，我从来没有后悔，
因为我知道，只要你觉得幸福，
我就觉得幸福，我们话少无所谓，
至少我们还有说话，有时候静静的，
也是一种很有感觉的幸福味道，每当见到了你那不同宽度的笑容，
就是我的人生所拥有的快乐财富，而且无人能从我心里给偷走，
期待每一次的见面，都能感受到你给我的甜美笑容！

Watching Sunset

2009-12-17T21:15:00.001+08:00

When talking about the sunset, I could sense a sweet and romantic feeling blows internally in my heart just like a gentle breeze blow on my face when I am siting on the big rock at the seaside. When I was down and unhappy, I will at the seaside and enjoying watching the sunset. Gazing at the western horizon, there are white and grey clouds could be seen in the sky. The sun sometimes is well hidden behind the white and grey clouds. I like to see this kind of view, this view remind me that our life is similar to this phenomena too. If we are the sun, we will hide ourselves behind some reasons or something, and re-appear again when we are recovered. Don’t forget that the color of the white and grey clouds will change color too, just like us, we will change too. We will change ourselves to fit in a suitable situation such as our working environment, working life and so on. The most beautiful moment when enjoying the sunset is the time when the white and grey clouds change to orange hues and followed by the shades of red and yellow. At that moment, the whole western sky is fullfilled by the color of gold, red, yellow and orange with splash. It is similar to our life too; our human life is colorful and sometime is up and down. We need to put the right color and select the correct colors to our own life. The beautiful moment of sunset will go off soon when the stars began to appear in the sky. This is another stage of the sunset when the sun sinks into the sea. The stars in the sky can be considered as the achivement of us in our life. The brighter the stars we could see, the greatest the achivement we have within with us. From the other angle of enjoying the sunset, when the sun sink into the sea and this means that today is end and the past is the past. When seeing the stars appear in the sky, there are the hopes that set up for us for a new day come. We need to appreciate the hopes given and utilize it well in a new day. If we are feeling down today, after the sunset there is a happy day will rise up on tomorrow as well. I like sunset because you are the part of my life. You are my sunshine too!!! I wish to take my dream girl or future wife to meet you as soon as possible. Friendship forever!

Be Positive While Driving

2009-12-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

Count in today….Almost 4 times already…I could feel that I am blessed by the god. Why I say so??? What was happening actually???? I would like to say as I afraid of road accident!!!!!! Luckily that I don have heart attack because when the scary moment came to me that time, it really shocking me and will lead me to die in any seconds. I am a very mindful person but somehow when the problem wants to take place on me I couldn’t avoid too. Most of the time, the accident occur is due to the mistake that made by the careless driver. I have to accept it as well but fortunately I am saved. There will be some reasons that hidden behind when an accident happen. The main cause of the accident is more to those irresponsible motorcylist and motorcar driver. I hate the motorcylist who is not keeping to their lanes and never pay attention to the signal, not caring and not give a way. Sometime take over the other rider at the wrong lane or dangerous situation. Sometimes, we are alert, focus, mindful and careful but other people are not. Dont want to talk details on this anymore…when mentioning about this I could feel that the seed of phobia which was planted into my mind keep on bothering me again and again. Seriously, I want to enhance the skills of driving and make it to become more defensive and I want to be a great defensive driver as well. If I can be more defensive then I can reduce the chances of the accident happen. I want to be better than now. I also hope that the attitudes of a driver need to have a change, when it comes to a safe driving, there is only one person to depend and rely on: yourself.

突然间的心情

2009-11-25T12:49:00.001+08:00

伤心人所流下的眼泪，
掉入了那灿烂的花蕊，
很想告诉可爱的花蕊，
伤心人真的感到很累！

Special for You !!!

2009-10-25T20:43:00.003+08:00

Author: Ong Sang Chee
Created Date: 30 May 2009
Edited on 23 Oct 2009

Light of Candle

Golden colour, the colour of a candle’s light in the sky
The scene of a peaceful mind
The candle’s light sharpens my eye sight
To let me see you clearly in the dark time
The moonlight’s reflection occurred in the night
Brightens up the little corner of my heart
Displays a beauty of you in my life
To alert myself to think of you and keep you tight
Never to forget you and never to hide
You are the sunshine in this world of mine
Thus, I shouldn’t be shy

最幸福的事

2009-10-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

歌词：
梁文音 - 最幸福的事

你撑着雨伞接我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂後来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它留在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
再难过其实只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始即使分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

15-09-2009

2009-09-15T23:34:00.002+08:00

很想用这一首歌来说说我的心情。我真的“对你有感觉”。每一次当我把眼睛闭上的时候，你就出现了！尤其是你的笑容，当你笑的时候真的很甜很甜的。真的没想到我已经把你的笑容给录起来的。你知道吗？你给我的力量也很大的。
当我在最无助的时候，想到了你的笑容，烦恼就会慢慢的消失掉！有时候觉得自己真的很傻的，但是我觉得是值得的。因为我换回来的是开心！

每当见到你的时候，我总是觉得你心事重重的。当你低落的时候真得很想安慰你，但是我真的不敢。可能，我们不熟吧！很期待我们能变得很熟很熟的一天。
也希望你能永远的幸福！

2009-09-02

2009-09-02T23:41:00.001+08:00

最近都是下雨的天气
总是让我想起小雨伞

今天傍晚望着晴朗的天空
蓝天白云的还有海边的美景

一个人静静的发呆
感觉好好哦
总是期待期待期待一个好的开始 .......

Accepted

2009-08-18T12:04:00.002+08:00

Waiting for so many days...finally I'm accepted by the Ministry of Human Resources for the place and train program. It is a good chance for me to train up myself in this program and I'm sure that in the end of the program I will become much more better than before. At the same time, I am so surprise to receive a mail from Celestica (M) Sdn Bhd and offer me a position of Technical Buyer. I am so grateful that they offer me this position and pre-qualified me. The problem for me is I cant go far from Penang at this moment since the company is at Kulim. I have to reject the offer with heart pain. I really don know is good for me to reject or not. I just know that I have not get ready at this moment. I prefer Penang. I am now hoping that I can perform well in everything as i can.

Waiting等待

2009-08-06T15:53:00.004+08:00

I am waiting for the good news at this moment.hehehe...I was just registered for the Internship program of engineering students yesterday.This is a pilot initiative program collaborating with the Ministry of Human Resource & Industry partners. The class will start on 17 August 2009 and is from monday to friday (3 months). I am now really feeling like going back to school to study again. This is a good opportunity for me to prepare myself with this training before I get into the real working world. Hope to receive the latest news from the organization next week.

Convocation UMT 2009

2009-07-18T13:41:00.002+08:00

感觉回来了

2009-07-09T16:09:00.001+08:00

有一种很独特的感觉回来了!!! 我不懂那是什么样的感觉，但是我知道的是这感觉给了我很大的力量! 大学毕业后的这两个月可说是我的假期，大多数的时间都呆在家有时候真的闷到要命的!很想称自己为“宅男王”的。除了呆在家外，差不多每个周末都会参与些活动来充实自己及顺便打发掉我的时间，不然真的会闷到生病的咯! 这项活动让我走遍马来西亚半岛，说到累呢真的很累，但只不过是身体上的累! 心灵上的欢喜真的满满，自己学到得到的也很多，得到的就是所谓的“经验”咯!

说回这独特的感觉，真得让我感到特别不一样!这感觉好像不见很久了，如果没错的话在我中五毕业后就慢慢的消失掉了。那个时候的我真的很有感觉哦! 每天很早上很早就起身上学了，且从来没有喊过累及睡不醒的。那强烈的力量总是环绕着我，使我很有心的到学校去上课! 说真的，那独特的感觉其实是我班上一位女生给我的。因为她，所以我就有这特别强的力量!有时候，我真的觉得自己真的很幼稚，因为一个人才会有特别的力量感觉之类的。那个时候，她都很早到学校因为住得比较远的关系!我每一天早到，都是希望可以和她单独的相处。那一段日子真的很留念的，实在忘不了的。

回到了现在，虽然我和她还有联络但是那特别的感觉已不再……现在，能让我拥有这感觉的是另一位女生!我认识这女生也不久，可是她能给我带来的感觉真的大不同。我们虽然见过面，知道对方是谁，就是没有正面的交谈。我自己也是个害羞的男生，有时候面对女生也不懂该说些什么的。我不是很了解这女生，但是从她的部落格里我可以知道她的心情故事，最近怎样的。每一次见到她，总是让我感觉到她心情繁重很少见到她的笑容!真的希望下一次见到她的时候是特别开心的! 也真的希望下一次见面，我和她可以好好的聊天，听一听她的声音！因为有“她”给我的感觉，我每天都很开心! 我很希望能和她成为很好的朋友，也很期待她的心情故事!

“歌名”代表作

2009-06-30T17:23:00.002+08:00

我不想再见到自己流泪，我也不想让你见到我所掉下的眼泪。但是，我还是无法控制我自己的眼泪！每一个夜里，眼泪还是一样往下滴！滴在我和你的照片上，生日卡上及信封上！你走后，我忘了哭，直到自己觉得不能没有你后才开始不停的哭！可惜的是，哭解决不了我的伤痛！

在远方的我每天不放弃的时时刻刻给你送上祝福，希望在另一端的你过得很好！虽然我和你在一起的时候并不是很开心，当你一走后我开始感到寂寞！也许明天的我会变得很好，也许会很快乐！我是在欺骗自己吗？我们的距离称不上天涯海角，但却真的真的很远！只期待能有再次的相遇！相爱很难，我明白这个道理，忘不了你的好，你知道不知道！走向前，给了我一种我要的幸福！！！

我的爱，是你给我的吗？偷心，是你的目的吗？因为爱我们才能好好恋爱吗？终于明白，我们之间并没有那种人们常说的童话！你喜欢向左走还是向右走的呢？Missing you 也许是你的借口，只有我爱你才是遗矢的美好！起身叫我，去沙滩陪我看日出！一起分享美丽的早晨，一起给自己留下快乐的回忆！

讲你知，我是真的真的很爱你！请你记得我对你说的每一句话! 我想见你，但不是每一个时间都能见到你，因为在寂寞边界！当你孤单你会想起谁，而我却忘了怎么哭！原来爱情不能做比较，就是爱你才会有爱的借口，如果你不爱我，那就分手快乐吧！我不再是little boy 了，我要love and freedom, 不要说你不知道！

今生今世，我都会永远守候着你，没有你就没有代表作！有了你就不孤单，能一起看流星雨，在烟火季节看美丽烟花！你是我心中的日月，我爱你就像老鼠爱大米，两极也能混为一级！你是我匿名的宝贝吗？我们的爱有原点吗？我们依然是朋友，你好就好！希望永远不停止，希望能保持这美味关系！

全世界只有你不知道，在那一年这一天，最勇敢的季节里，我为你种了很多茉莉花！我们都知道微笑的理由，那就是因为爱！！！！别说对不起，我不是被你伤害的！！爱你就对了，make a wish, my love !!! 记得我爱你！不要再让我从新加波流泪到新山就好了！

Candle Light

2009-05-31T00:36:00.000+08:00

Golden color the candle light in the sky
As the scene of the peaceful mind
The candle light sharpen my eye sight
To let me see you clearly in the darkly time
The moon light reflection in the night
Brighten up the little corner of my heart inside
Display a beauty of you in my whole life
To alert myself I think of you and keep you tight
Never forget you and never hide
You are my sunshine

第二次的寂寞

2009-05-14T14:20:00.001+08:00

就是在那一天见到你

从来没后悔认识你

天天相见又相遇

仿佛活在开心世界里

我从来不感到寂寞

因为你是我孤独的解脱

见到你我的心就不停的向我说

好想和你在一起

走在夕阳光下的角落

望着夕阳的光芒慢慢的转为我你浪漫的承诺

就是爱你才会想到如此画面来带走我的寂寞

我是曾经寂寞过

但不想再来第二次的寂寞

第二次的寂寞不好过

总是让我在怀念你掉泪中而度过

每一天就是期待自己能让你幸福快乐的度过

Work 4 It

2009-04-25T00:53:00.004+08:00

A person can become lazy is because he is lazy and heartless and out of motivation. As a lazy person, I need to find out more way to comfort my moody feeling so that I can continue my work as well. In the other way round, if a person still keep on lazy the result still keep on empty or which is considered as zero. When look at the machine in the production room undergoing certain process, we get something from it. The mahcine is showing us that if the machine is not working and undergoes the process, there is no productivity for the day and get nothing. Once the machine is running the process although there are some errors or defects occured on the machine or product but at least the productivity is there. Once the defects and errors are detected, we will try to find out the solution to overcome it. Just like our life, no matter what life, study life or working life we need to do with what we can and do not miss out any opportunity. Lazy is not an excuse for me to stop doing work, I should begin to do my work as well. Sometime we can not compare the machine with the human, but the machine show us that we need to do if not we have no productivity means we gain nothing, no experience, no pain. Just like no pain no gain and also my own quote which is "no stress no success". It is hard to start a work but it is better than no work to do and waste the time. The error and defects that detected during the process of machine are similar to the difficulties that need to overcome by us in certain work. It is the experience we gain, the lesson we learn. So, I should start to do my work alr. It is nothing to lose for me to do a good work rather than doing something stupid and useless and also waste time. At least, do all the work with "heart" . Sang Chee, you may start now!!!

对你的感觉

2009-04-19T02:42:00.008+08:00

很想把这感觉写下...
我认识你并不久大概靠近半年吧！
在msn里认识你的你真的很可爱
上学期的考试很谢谢你的鼓励还有我们也互相勉励大家的
我还记得那一晚(30 Nov 2008)我们首次电话聊天，彼此听到对方的声音...
大家都觉得大家的声音都不像之前想象的好好笑的逗笑对方

慢慢的大家都熟了好朋友的关系真的没想过
也从来没有想过我会对你有感觉
我也不知道原来你家庭发生这么多的事情
当你在电话里头哭泣的时候我真得不懂该如何是好
我很想帮你很想给你很好的意见我不敢
还好最后我和你聊着聊着的你破涕为笑了

你的感情问题需要时间来证明一切现在的你幸福了

我会默默的为你祝福希望你能更幸福
我真的很希望你能好好过永远得那么幸福快乐
希望你还记得我这好朋友的要快乐幸福哦

我的再回首

2009-04-12T01:21:00.006+08:00

我很喜欢咖啡，很喜欢喝咖啡的感觉，好舒服的，好享受的
慢慢的我又回到了以前的我-----咖啡小子！一天至少一杯的白咖啡
尤其是旧街场的白咖啡，好有味道的！好好有感觉
觉得自己好像以咖啡麻醉自己的感觉....还好啦！还不错！

两天前，我接到了我一位朋友的电话！好难得的...聊了一会儿
可是又舍不得的...每一次和她聊天我都觉得很失望的...
对于五年前的我非常的失望, 那一天的感觉我还记得的...
虽然不是很甜蜜的感觉，但至少我知道她那时对我的感觉是没错的
我还记得那一晚的我是首次用手机向女生表白
sms她的，她给的回应是miss call. 我觉得她没有拒绝我的
隔天的我见到了她，超尴尬的真的很不好意思完全不敢面对她
我可能害怕姐弟恋吧没有信心的
表白两天后的我就离开了她继续升学，我们根本没有开始过.
就酱我们没有再见过对方了，我认识她的那三个月里真的很开心
我们每一次总是有聊不完的话题...
我还记得我大一第二学期的时候接到了她的来电，
那天是我最伤心，心情超低的一次在电话里头，我很冷静的祝福她
她说她要结婚了，她邀请我出席她的婚礼我当天不能出席因为大学有测验
就酱我错过了.....

两天前，和她通了电话很开心的因为还可以和她保持联络的我们还是朋友
她告诉我她的两个“小宝贝”真的好可爱的还说下次见面的话要带出来让我看看的
那感觉真的很不同短短的五年里大家都改变了许多我还是老样子学生一个
还有一个月我的学生生涯就要画上句号了! 回想起过去的我们就好像发生好久好久的故事一样

现在的她真的好幸福的也许一切往往都是被注定的可能那时我和她在一起现在的故事就不一样了可能是天意吧！她幸福我就快乐的 ....

MBSA memories 2009

2009-03-27T22:58:00.012+08:00

I was involving in the MBSA volleyball open 2009 on 6 of March to 8 March 2008. I went to the Shah Alam for this volleyball tournament with the UMT volleyball team. When I was there I stayed at the hostel of the UiTM (Perdana Height Campus). I can be considered that I am the only Chinese at the campus. It is quite fun for me..hehehehe...The first day of the tournament, my UMT team won the first game easily and followed by the second game on the second day morning but we lost at the second round. So, we're out from the tournament. After we lost the game, then we went to the section 4 to watch the other match of the volleyball open which is the international level game between the "Ironlady" team from Thailand and "Arema" team from Indonesia. While enjoying the match between this two teams, I realized that their volleyball skill really really so advance and I need to have more practice so that can match to their level one day. Hahahaaha..Hope can make it one day lo. While watching the match, I noticed that the shemale team of Thai, the Ironlady's player are quite pretty lo although they are MIXED. hehehe..My favourite player is Number 6 from the team. I like heshe very much and took the photo with hisher. hehehe..Really unforgettable experience. After finish watching the match, then I followed the UMT bus went to KL city. When I was at the KL that time, I can be said that I was enjoying myself alone for the whole day. My first destination was the Times Square KL. I walked inside there quite a few hours and don know what to do..Quite bored a while then I continue to go to other complex. Then the next place I went to is the Low Yatt complex but really damn shit coz I forget that the day I went in there is Sunday. That's why the people inside the complex is countless and I have no space to walk and cant walk as easy as I can. So I don bother much la, just walk walk la..Hahahaa. The third place I went was the Sg wang complex. I was enjoying my tea/Lunch time at the BISTRO Delifrance there. I feel so happy that I can drink my favourtite Latte Cafe there alone. I feel so grateful to be there...wakakakakak..So enjoy!!! After my meal, then I just went back to the Time Sqaure to meet my teammate then waiting for the Uni bus to bring us back to UMT lo..That few days really nice becoz can away from the busy world here. But for now, all the hard thing is overed. What to do is focus on what I need to do for now.

Hostel of UiTM at the Perdana Height Campus

Volleyball Hall of MBSA Section 19 Shah Alam

My favourite player Number 6 from IronLady Thailand

Latte Coffee taken at the BISTRO Delifrance

Vegetable soup taken at the BISTRO Delifrance

Mayo egg Sandwich taken at BISTRO Delifrance

Gambateh ONG SANG CHEE

2009-03-22T22:23:00.003+08:00

心情很down的，很想她的，超想见她的....
最近，感觉上好像好多的暴风雨向我迎面而来的
都不懂要搞到什么时候才会平息的
多倒霉都好，我都笑着面对
我没什么要求，只希望我又能量的度过每一关就好
能开开心心的过每一天也好
没有烦恼更好！！！！！
我感恩我的每一天！
要多用心！要有信心！
尚志！加油！

Fall sick with love

2009-03-11T01:26:00.002+08:00

When is the day that I never thinking of you at all?
That's no a day that you not appear in my mind
That's no time for me to ignore you at a side
I want to meet you but I am shy
I want to talk to you but always not at the right time
I always feel that I fall in love at the wrong time
But what to say is the love is blind
No matter how hard you had try
She still will appear in your mind
Because Love will never lie
You are now is fall sick with love!!!!
I really like her but I am scare of her!
Good luck man!

That Day @ A Memory 2009

2009-02-20T01:51:00.010+08:00

I was just after the volleyball training in campus just now. So long time I din go for the physical train alr but I faced to it just now. Really so nice feel!!! When talking about the volleyball, I really feeling a problem with it. I got tournament for the volleyball soon and I also wanna use that tournament time to complete my works. I feel so annoying with this...coz I like it (volleyball)!!!!

After the valentine's day, almost 5days alr. This is a good time for me to review back what I had did on that day. Seriously, my lonely valentine's day really is a memorable day for me. Why I say so? sure got something that related to her. The nite before the valentine's day, I went to the campus to attend the Chinese Culture Nite UMT 2009. I went there is bacause I wanna to see her performance cause she was involving in the event. She did so well in that performance and I can see her clearly when she was dancing on the stage although there were a big group of dancer on the stage. I feel lucky to see her performance. After return home, 12.00am sharp I sms her and said HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to her. I feel so enough alr coz she replied me happy valentine's to me too. I feel so touch alr....

For the 14 Feb 2009, I went to the KT town in the morning. I sent my "Wife" back to the shop and go for some treatment. After sending it to the shop then I walk alone in the town of KT alone. I can be considered that walk in the KT and observe the surrounding of the KT. I walked almost near to one hour plus, walk here and walk there and see see the shop and environment that KT town have. Really not bad just the weather is too hot only. After walk walk, then I reach to the Uncle Chua Kopitiam. That moment I can be said I was damn hungry. Therefore, I straight order the Curry Noodles and a cup of coffee O as my breakfast.

Curry Noodles and Kopi O from Uncle Chua Kopitiam

After my breakfast then I continue to walk back to take my bike then go home. So, the rest of the day I was kept in the house and din go anywhere alr. As for my dinner, I settle with my brother, Ec. We went to the Pok Wan Kopitiam which is near to our housing area here.Our dinner actually is quite heavy, I ordered the Bihun cantonese and Ec was ordered the Ginger Beef Koey Teow cantonese if not mistaken. Actually both of us bit gay gay coz always dating together and share the food together.Hehehehe..But really nice la. hahaha..Better than eat the food alone.

On the valentine's day that nite, I can feel that she will not lonely and all her friend will together with her. But I realized that she mentioned before that she never receive any surprise during this special day. That day, I think and think and wanna give her a good and unforgettable memory. I not dare to do it. I so worry....don know why...Finally, before the day of the Valentine's Day end I decided to do something for her. I finally come out with an idea, that's sing a song for her before the valentine's day ended. At least got a guy sing a sweet song for her and also is a surprise for her too. So, I called her via phone and sing a chinese song named as "守候”（shou hou) means watch for her. When I sing the song that time I really put all my feeling into the song and sing it as well as I can. I really sincere wish and hope that she get touch by the song and my voice and will always remember it. This is my first time of sing song for a girl I like during valentine's day. This is also can be said is my another unforgettable memory.

I really hope that one day she really can understand me. I hope can meet her and talk to her soon. She is busy with her works now I think. Each time when I wanna sms or call her I also afraid I will disturb her or bothering her. Her support to me in studies also very important. When I feel down, after seeing the supporting message from her, I can suddenly got a good mood and feel energetic to my work. Thus, my life can't stay without her!!!!Not only in mind but is in life. I miss her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lonely Valentine's Day

2009-02-13T00:40:00.013+08:00

The earth still rotating and changing but my mind is halted here....Feel like getting tired in all the works and the mission that I have to be completed.Sound like so down and no mood in doing everything...Really no mood in doing work at this moment....There are so many reasons to be lazy...For me, I really don know about it.....One important thing that always bothering me is my mind......My mind is out of control and always push me to the other side...Should be ....Hahahaahahahahahaa I am sure is because of thinking too much on a person....Ya, yes I do....This may link to the this coming Valentine day.....I will not celebrate with anyone and I plan to have a Lonely Valentine's Day...I may prepare myself a valentine time and a lonely space to calm down my mind...I may write a letter and go to our special and read it out and recall the sweet memory that we have before....But at the same time I may wish her a happy valentine's day !!!

sweet Talk

2009-01-26T02:11:00.006+08:00

Happy Chinese New(Niu) Year 2009!

I am now at my home town with my family. The feeling really different and I feel warm and great to be at home. I spent all my time with the house before this CNY coz I have to clean the house so that can celebrate this special day with a good condition and environment. For the reunion dinner just now, hehehehe I was sitting with my father only...U know why? this is becoz my dad and me were the last 2 person took the dinner. The rest of the family members finished alr lo. My dad and me can consider late lo...hahaaha but quite nice feel. After the dinner then I spent my time and talk to Ec via phone. We talk a lot and laugh a lot also...we talk almost near to 40 minutes like that...quite long the talking time...Around 10.45pm..I drive the car up to the top of the hill of the Balik Pulau. I not alone at this moment, I was together with my close close friend, CJ and Gary Lam. We all enjoyed the nite view of the Balik Pulau and seeing the fireworks of the chinese new year too.

The most important moment is started after 12am...I called her...and she picked up the phone and talk to me. This is my 1st time calling her via my phone and talk to her via phone. It's really a sweet talk for me tonight although I can't see her and meet her tonight. I feel enough alr coz can hear her sweet voice. while talking to her I also can hear that her kampung there also got the huge sound of the fire crackers. That sound really make me have a strong cny feel for this year. while enjoying the fireworks, I was too excited and sing a song to her and I think this song make her feel bit embrassed. I really talk too much alr lo...I really hope that I can be her best best friend at this moment. Just hope that she will not ignore me de...I really started afraid alr...I really talk more than that alr......but it is really a nice and sweet talk with her. One more unforgettable......

Sweet walk

2009-01-21T01:49:00.007+08:00

After the sweet nite, I had a sweet walk with her again...
I really never expected that we walk at the seaside in the evening.
when walking at the seaside that time, I can be said that I really feeling so shy
don know what to talk de.maybe this is my first time with girl at the seaside
or the condition is too romantic alr. Seriously, the weather of the day damn nice and make me feel romantic and the walk of me and her is considered as the sweet walk de.
both of us look at the sky enjoy the rosy clouds...so so so nice feeling....I hope and wish that she also feeling the same..
This is my most blessing time....I also wish that I can have it again
I like this sweet feeling !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sweet Night

2009-01-17T00:30:00.006+08:00

You were at the bus stop there
I was the one walking toward to the bus stop
Once I saw you, you smile to me
Your smiling so sweet and lead me close to you
You were waiting for me about 5 minutes
I started the conversation
Am I late??? Actually not really....

I just telling her why I was late
Then we find a place and have a drink + chat
we chat ...chat ... chat...chat chat chat...nonstop chatting..
From the first place chat till to the other place
then the finally we shared our story at the small pondok near the hostel
we really talk a lot of stories...Story bout our childhood and so so so so on
The whole nite, I cant forget that sweet feel....
The feeling really sweeter than the honey and sugar...
Hahahahahahahaa.....

I wish and hope can meet her again and share the story again....
Unforgettable moment for me........

Thinking ............Of ..........You

2009-01-09T01:11:00.007+08:00

Year 2009 already lo...
A new year is started....
It is the time for us to fill up the new story into the blank paper of the year 2009.
As for this year, should be a tough year for all of us and we need to make this year to become more meaningful and better. Recently, that's a lot of thing that bothering me and make me lost my direction again. The major thing, I think is the final year project...really have to think out a better way to finish it as soon as I can. Some more, previously I thought I can forget bout her alr, recently she appeared into my mind again...I always wanna sms her and call her, but I refuse to do so coz I really afraid that I will disturb her..I know that she and me is imppossible and I don wan to think of it alr...But then her name still surrounding my mind my head and also in front of my eye...She may know I got feel on her or she may not know. Actually I also afraid she know bout this...I wanna escape from this situation .....I think I can make it...when seeing other couple sweet sweet in front of me really make me jealous and make me thinking of her de although we are just friend...but she also give me a nice feeling and her voice also as sweet as sugar...If got chance to hear again then sure is the best luck for me...it is bliss to hear from her again. Her name also very meaningful, it means high, noble and exalted or also can be mean as "strong". Unforgettable...

Christmas Eve 2008

2008-12-24T16:46:00.006+08:00

Open school alr....
Got a lot of works to do alr...
Results also known alr...
Return to campus really make me feel lazy...

Just wish and hope that this new semester is a new start for me again...
Just wish and hope that I can have a nice and happy year of 2009....
Just wish and hope that I can have a nice silent night...Merry Christmas..
Just wish and hope that I can go back to home town soon...

After this semester, then have to say BYE BYE to Universiti Malaysia Terengganu lo...
Time gone damn fast....
Just fully make use of it ....hehehehehe

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year 2009 to everyone ....

End of the Working Life in Terengganu 2008

2008-12-15T23:08:00.010+08:00

I can put a full stop for my working life in Terengganu 2008. I can away from all the heavy box already....wahahahahahaa...but at the same time I can say that my hand and body become stronger and can adapt to the heavy duty if compare to last time. It is good for me too. I have to appreciate this job too..hehehehe..some more I also feel happy that I can travel to everywhere witht the lorry ard the state of Terengganu......Is the time to say bye bye for this work.......The pictures below are all my working life picture when on the way to deliver goods and also the goods that I need to carry up and down. hahaha

unforgettable heavy boxes

when the lorry park under the FELDA building really looks different

I have to refill all this big bottle of water when it is empty before deliver

All the big bottle are fullfill with water one, try and think of it(heavy) if carry up and down everyday. hahaha...gain muscle lo

On the way to Paka if not mistaken...hehehe..I was in the lorry too....

Here is Paka....nothing different coz also Terengganu area just 100km away from Kuala Terengganu

End up my Terengganu working life 2008 today....hohohohoho.....waiting for the arrival of the new semester lo......all the best 2009!!!!!!!!!!

感恩的一天之爱的循环

2008-12-15T22:19:00.005+08:00

龙运医院pelan lakar

2008年12月11日, 这天呢我参于师姑们到龙运(Dungun)做访视。这一次是我第二次到龙运做访视，所以感觉还好的。我很感恩的是我可以在这一次的访视中见到了“爱的循环”。该如何开始这个“爱的循环”这个特别且又感人的故事呢???哈哈....在龙运的感恩户呢，有两户是在同一个花园的。一户是马来友族感恩户，另一位是基督教徒的感恩户。慈济人把爱传出去，把爱带送到他们那里。开始的时候，慈济人接到的个案只有这马来友族感恩户，过后又接到了这基督教徒的感恩户。就是这样巧的，两户都是同个花园，所以慈济人就给他们互相的介绍。就酱，他们认识了。马来友族感恩户呢，男主人之前因为工作受伤后现在无法工作，小儿子呢经常生病所以经济来源真的成了问题。基督教徒的感恩户呢，这位年老的阿麻是为很好的母亲，有一位很孝顺的儿子。母亲其实有糖尿病，行动也不便。儿子的收入也不多，也是有经济的问题。这两户感恩户很让我们感动，每当马来感恩户儿子到吉隆坡动手术的时候，基督教徒感恩户会到马来感恩户那里帮忙看顾屋子。每当基督教徒感恩户的那位孝顺儿子到远门工作，马来友族感恩户会到基督教徒的感恩户那里照顾孝顺儿子的母亲，帮忙打扫屋子。他们之间的感情，友情是很难在这形容得到的..这一次的访视中，真得让我见到了这爱的循环，基督教徒感恩户孝顺儿子的母亲因为糖分过低而进入了医院，当我们把消息告诉马来友族感恩户后，从他们的眼神里头我能发现到他们的关心。他们也还蛮担心的。就因为酱他们跟了我们到龙运的医院去探望孝顺儿子的母亲。当马来感恩户的女主人见到顺儿子的母亲的时候，他们拥抱着。那一幕真的很感人，双方都掉泪的。他们俩聊聊了蛮久，真的有说不完的故事。在医院的时候的感觉，对我来说真的真的很感恩，可以在他们身上见到了这感人的一幕。他们双方面呢都很了解对方的....这是我第二次的和他们见面，所以对他们的故事也不是很了解，我想如果师姑能把这故事从开始的纪录下来我想真的会很很感人。在医院的那一刻，我永远都忘不了的！真的很感恩！

岁末祝福

2008-12-15T21:44:00.002+08:00

2008年12月11日, 在2008年将近岁末之际，用感恩的心送走2008年,登嘉楼慈济办了第一场"静思勤行道．慈济人间路" 岁末祝福活动. 在这一天,我真的很惊喜也很感恩因为我真的没预料到我们的大家长会出席这次登州举办的岁末祝福活动.大家长是谁呢???我们的大家长呢,他就是我们最敬爱的郭濟航师伯咯!哈哈...见到他的那一刻真的很惊喜也很感动的. 那天郭师伯提早抵达了登州慈济会所,在节目还没开始的时候我们在坐的每一位都被郭师伯邀请出来分享.我就是那么的幸运的第一位被师伯点中的慈青,所以第一位出来分享的人就是我.我觉得我说得不是很好,因为时突然间的被点到,所以不懂得该怎么的说...很感恩的因为我可以在师伯面前分享. 在岁末祝福进行的时候,郭师伯也分享了他吃泥巴饼的故事.真的很搞笑的.说回来,泥巴饼给我的感觉就是很难吃的.我们真的有的选着不吃,但想想海地的人有的选吗?他们有的连泥巴饼都买不起....我们真的要感恩的. 师姑学姐们还有手语表演,真的好棒的....接下来的节目是唸誦大藏經、發福慧紅包等，期盼人人能心寬念慈，共同建立美善人生. 登嘉楼慈济将在下个月(2009年1月2日)在办场对外的岁末祝福活动. 我们要人人都能得到祝福...感恩!

Working Life in Terengganu 2008

2008-12-09T21:18:00.020+08:00

Hallo! Mr Magic... Nice to meet you here...hahaha...Actually who is the Mr Magic ? The Mr Magic actually is the stall of snack and dessert which make with the corn flour and also corn and others. I worked at the counter of the Mr Magic in the last 3 days at Giant of Kuala Terengganu, Terengganu...Really so nice and so happy to work there coz can learn something new and gain new working experience here.

Mr Magic Counter

My job at Mr Magic really interesting....I have to learn how to bake the kaya ball, waffle and magic corn. The feeling of baking the kaya ball really different la..I like to bake kaya ball, I also don know why..when the kaya ball is baked, really make me feel so satisfied and happy. A lot of customer like to buy my kaya ball, when getting more people buy the kaya ball then really make me feel so proud of it...I also have learn the procedures of mix up the corn flour for the kaya ball and also the waffle. I feel like myself is a baker already. hehehe....

mixing the corn flour

kaya ball made by me

selling kaya ball

As for today, no more Mr Magic already lo...hahaha...My boss not only doing the business of Mr Magic (magic corn:http://www.magiccorn.com/) but he still got other business there. He is also doing the drinking water business here ( Terengganu). He is doing the drinking water supplying business. I allocated to this business today. I have to follow the lorry to deliver the goods(drinking water) to the customer. My first trip can be considered as a hard trip....This is because I have to carry up and also carry down all the drinking water from the lorry. box by box ( more than 200+++boxes of drinking water I had took up from the lorry in the first trip. I feel like wanna die like that...never expected that the work is so hard and used all the energy...

First trip, the big lorry

The drinking water (500ml) so heavy man

After the lunch or rest, I have to start with the second trip again and deliver the goods to the customer again. This time I have to arrange all the drinking water into the lorry. Damn tired with this task...not easy man...my first time of working with lorry and travel around in Terengganu.....

Second Trip, follow this small lorry

I arranged all the drinking water box inside here

not full yet...wanna die already (need 100++)

Tomorrow is the other challenge day for me again.....haha..I think tomorrow will travel far lo...going to Dungun and other place of Terengganu to deliver the drinking water....hahaha...Good luck Hacken Ong!

Sorry For Loving You

2008-12-07T21:56:00.006+08:00

I'm so sorry for knowing you
I'm so sorry for getting into your world
I'm so sorry for disturbing you

I'm so sorry for can't forgetting you
I'm so sorry for can't helping you when you are sad
I'm so sorry for can't cheer you up when you are down

I'm really so sorry for having a feeling on you
I'm really so sorry for the thing that I did
I'm really so sorry for always thinking of you

I'm getting upset, sorry for crying
I'm sorry for crying myself to sleep and
I really sorry for being so weak and
sorry for always see you in the dream of mine in the nite

I'm so sorry for you and me
I'm so sorry that I have a strong feeling on you
I'm so sorry that I have started to fall in love

I'm so sorry to myself again
I must must must let go
Really really really sorry for loving you

感恩的一天之士兆访视

2008-12-05T21:47:00.011+08:00

照片中的屋子是一位阿公的，真的古色古香。这样的木屋我真的很少见。

幸福了一整天了，终于有机会让我在这里分享我今天的心情。

今天的我参与师姑师伯们去士兆(Setiu)做访视。士兆其实还蛮远的，从瓜拉登嘉楼出发，大概靠近两小时的车程才抵达士兆着小地方。在这一次的访视中呢，我见到的一切比较不一样。我从来没想过在士兆那里会有那么的乡村，而且他们的生活跟我们比起来真的真的大不同。这里是东海岸，现在又是雨季，水灾很容易会发生因为村屋都很靠近河边。在士兆的村里，真的很多简陋的木屋，跟城市比较起来的话真的是两个世界了。我今天的角色呢就是村里的每位感恩户“孙子”。今天到访的感恩户大多数是健康的阿公阿麻，他们都很健谈，都聊得很开心的。有一位，阿公他见到我们的到来，他真得很开心的。他一开口和我说话就告诉我关于这里下雨淹水的情形，他说这里的雨水淹得很高。他还告诉我他家前有时候会有山猪来捣乱的。他还告诉我们关于他的兄弟姐妹的故事。我知道我们的到访，他一定很开心的。老人家一个人的日子真的很孤独的，真不容易过。我们的关心真的很很重要，要时时刻刻记得老人家哦！过后，我们到另一感恩户那里（同一个乡村），见到另一位阿公还有一位阿麻。他们见到我们的那一刻，真的笑得见牙不见眼的。我见到他们我真的也是感到欢喜，因为可以听阿公阿麻说故事的。说真的，这位阿公说的故事还蛮难明白的因为他用的福建话里头有着很重的登州马来语。有时候还是捉不到他说什么的，但是他的马来诗歌一级棒。这位阿公真的很像马来人的，如果他向我说马来话的话，我真的会当他是马来阿公咯！在离开的那一刻，他很感恩的，一直说不懂如何报答我们。我们向他们说，我们只希望见到阿公阿麻，开开心心健健康康平安的就够了。我还向他们说，我是你们的孙子哦！要记得我哦！接下来的另一家的感恩户，这一位呢，是个可爱的阿麻，她的笑容总是挂在嘴边的。她给了我一个很亲切的感觉的。她问我听得懂福建话吗？我说当然听得懂，只不过有点不一样的。她的笑容还在我的脑海中，难以忘怀的。哈哈。真的要向阿麻多多学习。我们接下来又到另一感恩户去。这位阿姨见到我们的到访也是一样充满笑容的。这位阿姨在简陋的木屋前做生意，小杂货店。在屋里头呢，我和她聊比较多。原来她住那里将近四十年了。她和一位行动不便的姐姐在一起，女儿都不在身边的。和她聊天的过程，可以感觉到她很开心欢喜的，好久家里没那么的热闹的了。原来我的力量是那么的大的。我和阿姨也有说有笑的，真的真的很不一样的感觉，很难形容的。可能就是上人师公说的“法喜”吧！在我们离开的那一刻，我可以感觉到她真的很舍不得我们的。从她的眼神我能深深的感觉到的。在这一次的访视中，我最不适应的是登州北部的福建话，很不一样的。可能我是来自槟城的缘故，听惯槟城福建了。我很感恩的，因为能陪伴阿公阿麻。他们让我想起了我的爷爷及奶奶，虽然他们已经往生了，我心里永远都会有着他们的存在，他们陪我成长的过程幕幕的在脑中浮现出来。真的好感恩！这天真的是我感恩的一天。

PEACE of the nite

2008-12-02T21:25:00.001+08:00

So so so peace tonite....No more raining sound in the nite. The feeling totally different with yesterday. I feel so relax here...but, I am sure tomorrow will raining again..hahaha...Just wish and hope that the rain will stop at the right time and will not cause everywhere flooding seriously will do. I still feel so so so lonely tonite. no choice la...sighs.....Just wish and hope that I will have a blessing day tomorrow. I was so lucky for this afternoon because can enjoy the keropok lekor during lunch time. I feel so satisfied. hahaha. I almost forget that I am still a lekor King here. wahahaha...some more can have fun and talk nonsense with my coursemate during lab time. hehe. Just now my aunt called me and asked me about my status coz she read the news bout UMT flooding. I feel so touch cause she still care bout me. Really really so so so happy and touch. Actually, I lost my direction recently, I really wish and hope that I can get back to the normal track as soon as possible. I feel like I am not myself like that....Only her can make me feel the different...and I wish that I can have more chance and talk and share with her soon...FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!

Eternal Rain

2008-12-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

The raining day here really drive me crazy...Once raining, I can't go out and do my thing, my work already....this eternal rain getting famous and cause here flooding there flooding and so on. I also can feel the flood that occur around the housing area here although is not that serious. The campus flooding today, no one can enter easily, sad.I like volleyball but the rain not allow me to go out and play with it. Keep in the house everyday and eat instant noodles only, no chance to go out and buy food to eat.....when I see the noodles really wanna vomit alr. I feel so guilty of eating the noodles because it is entirely not healthy for me eating for each meal. If I am now at my hometown, I no need to worry about my meal. Everyday can eat different kind of delicious dish that cooked by my mother. what I wan to eat she sure will cook for me. But now, alone, raining, and FYP really killing me in this holiday season. Although I get a 100% freedom here, but I not really happy. I rather have no freedom and go back to be together with my family.

Good Luck

2008-11-18T02:04:00.000+08:00

Still have 2 to go......This is a long distance run since the 4th November till now. Feel so tired in running from the starting point and now is near to the end point. Why say so? ha-ha..My exam still in the journey...still have 2 papers to go....After the final exam then the semester 5 is over lo...Ha-ha....But for today, I really feeling so so tired after the exam paper ...don know what to say over here alr....Just hope can do the best for the last paper papers then feel enough and happy alr...After finish the exam, the first thing I will do is watching movie or drama series to fullfill back all the time that I had used for the final exam. Some more is eating the keropok lekor here which is my famous snack in Terengganu.......hopefully the weather after the exam allow me go to the seaside and enjoy my snack and also the nice sea view. I also miss a lot of food in Penang ...Just wish that I can grab the chance to eat it when going back to Penang during the month of December.....finally, ALL THE BEST ONG SANG CHEE....hehehe...

慈幼班毕业典礼

2008-11-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

早上醒来的时候真的超累的，也许睡不饱吧！醒了后真的很很懒惰，什么都不想做的。还好让我想起今天是慈幼班毕业典礼。最终还是去了，因为想到了可爱的小菩萨们，再加上今天那特美的天气！到了慈济会所后的感觉，真的大不同，真的不一样！当我见到了一群活泼的小菩萨们，我的心情真的很轻松的。最让我难忘的那一课是看上人开示的那一刻，有一位小菩萨说：“他要把贪念缩小到零点，把大爱扩大到遍虚空”。他说他贪肉，要把贪肉这念头缩小到零点。我觉得自己很惭愧，因为我没想过要把贪念缩小到零点这点，有时候还是会贪的，其他方面都还是一样。 “贪念缩小到零点”是我的第一步，希望能慢慢的调好自己的每一个坏习惯，然后再来“把大爱扩大到遍虚空”。在玩游戏的当儿，难得的一个机缘让我与这位小菩萨一起享受游戏过程。其实，这是一个亲子游戏，因为那位菩萨的家长提早回了，所以我就暂时当他的爸爸来陪他玩咯！我们都玩的很开心的，最好笑的是这位小菩萨很喜欢叫我“师姑”。他真的叫错了，我也没那么老而且还是男生啊！我还是叫他称呼我为“哥哥”在恰当，不然真的太可笑了。真的好久好久没和小朋友在一起了。很感恩的。希望还有机会与大家一同学习的。

见苦知福

2008-10-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

好久没在这里写下自己的心情了！现在很想写写我最近当志工的感觉！

2008年10月17日，今天是我参于慰访的一天。今天的慰访地点是瓜拉登嘉楼的儿童中心。这一次的慰访让我再次的见到“见苦知福” 我真的很很幸福的了。在我还没抵达目的地的时候，我是保持着平常心的到儿童中心去。一踏进去后的我，感觉真的很不同，有点不习惯的。我见到的儿童，多数都是障碍儿童。有的呢，行动不便，还有的是四肢残障，自虐等等。我的心情真的难以形容，真的很难过，我想起自己开开心心的快乐童年，我真的很感恩了。也谢谢我的父母亲们让我健康快乐的成长。

彩云学姐见到我抵达中心后，她吩咐我给一位躺在床上的一位小朋友给喂粥吃。这位小孩给了我一个感觉，就是我很幸福的，因为我可以有这个机会来让我照顾他。我真的很感恩的。在我喂他的当儿，我的心情真的很不自然的，还好想起上人说的一句话：“平常心”。慢慢的我也感觉好好了，适应了这感觉。我很用心地喂他，看着他慢慢的吞进的时候，真的觉得他蛮辛苦的，他也不会向我说话，他的双脚不能移动四肢无力，只能躺在床上。原来我们要很用心的给于他们关怀，给很多的爱心及鼓励是很需要的。真不容易啊！这一堂课，让我学到了如何的用心，如何的付出，如何的去爱，我想我的小小爱从这里开始了。我要向无私无限的爱前进。能为人付出，就是在造福的！

回来的心情

2008-10-06T00:45:00.000+08:00

假期过得好快的，酱就过去了！
最难忘掉的是四天三夜的慈青生活营！
认识了一班的好兄弟，真的很难得的...
在那几天的生活营里，我真的被感动了，又哭又笑的，
过得好好开心的，把开学的日子都放掉一干二净....
现在都回来了，是时候再上课了！
是时候要精进未来了！
要好好加油的！
感恩的！！！！！！！

Balik Kampung

2008-09-25T02:04:00.000+08:00

Almost is the time to get ready to go back to home town alr. Still have a few hours to go....actually I feel like so happy and excited one, just when think of the assignment and the final year project then feel so down and lazy alr. Really feel hard to forget about that....I'm here wish all my friend have a nice and happy Raya holiday.....................................

中秋节2008

2008-09-14T23:39:00.001+08:00

在登嘉楼过第三次的中秋，这一次的中秋还蛮闷的！

在慈济会所那里，还好的与师姑师伯们一起共修，观赏上人开示！

感觉还好的！共修会完毕后，恢复了一个人！中秋这一天会不想她吗？

我说没有的话就是在欺骗自己。。。。我还是跑回去两年前的那个地方，回忆过去！

好怀念的！一起赏月，听海浪声等等，忘不了！！！！尚志，中秋节快乐！

她的支持，我的希望

2008-09-10T02:01:00.000+08:00

2008年9月10日，9.15am........这个时间是我最担心的，因为是Final Year Project Presentation。刚才和她聊了一些，好让她开心点点，感觉还好的！压力是有的，有了她的支持，感觉真的很不错了！我送了她一样东西，她好开心的.....那就是巧克力-----巧妙方法克服压力！这个方法我是借来用的，真得很有意思！希望能让多一些人开心的！她支持我，真的给了我很大的勇气来面对！尽量就是了！希望成功！

叶子生病了

2008-09-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

听说她生病了！
听了后很想关心她，但还是觉得放弃比较好。
我们毕竟开始在慢慢的陌生了。
很想和她像以前好朋友那样，真得很难了。
还好的是她有一班很好的朋友们，都很关心她的，鼓励她的。
最重要的是希望她能好好的照顾自己，我想她真的很累坏自己的。很心疼！
希望她能听话的去看医生，吃药，好好照顾自己就好了！

她是一朵美丽的云

2008-08-28T01:33:00.000+08:00

昨夜的梦我好希望能再次的重复，也希望是真的！我被这个梦给感动，有想哭的感觉！我好久没有想她了，我想我已经慢慢的放开，但是昨夜的梦告诉了我其实我的心里还是在乎她的！在梦里所发生的一切，真的是个很大的惊喜！怎么样的惊喜呢？如何说呢？我只记得我最呆及最惊喜的那一刻，怎样开始我也忘了！最记得的事实发生在一个，好浪漫的黄昏景色的公园里！有位朋友突然出现，他对我说：“您最爱的朋友有话要向您说！”那时，我一人在公园散步也蛮开心的！我最爱的朋友就是我暗恋的她走了出来，那时我也是呆着的了！好难得的，她走向我这里向我说了些很让我感动想哭的话语！她说她犹豫了很久，她终于要向我说出口了！她说她开始喜欢我了，我们可以交往吗？我真的呆住了，我不敢回答的，最后还是点了头！然后我很主动的牵了她的小手，她突然很不好意思的推开我的手，搞到双方都尴尬的！好好笑的！过后我们真的在一起了！好浪漫的，她就是我忘不了的美丽云彩，好感动！开心的时间就你那么短暂，酱就过去了！因为我醒了！好难忘的梦！有机会的话，希望能好好地珍惜她！现在最好的还是能和她做朋友的！

VOLLEYBALL

2008-08-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

I feel so free and comfortable when playing volleyball. I will not think of my worries while playing volleyball. All my sad thing and bad thing will leave behind me. I will focus for the game as what I can. I will fight in the game when playing the volleyball. Really so nice. I hope can have more time for me to consume with the volleyball. I miss Bayan Indah, the volleyball court and also the police member those who play the volleyball with in the last 2 months. I hope can go back to join back the game soon. I love you!!!

平常心

2008-08-23T18:18:00.000+08:00

我终于明白为何上人要我们以平常心来面对每一件事情了！当我们的心不能定下来的时候，真的会胡思乱想，越压力，做事就越不顺！我想这感觉可以说是谁都经历过吧！很辛苦的，好难挨的！越想越怕！如果能把心给静下来，然后慢慢的以平常心面对所要做的事，那种感觉会比较不一样！可以说比较舒服！以平常心，不紧张的，做的东西比紧张的好！平常心，真善美，感恩！
感恩，感恩上人的人文教育！

完蛋了

2008-08-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

剩下没几天而已，要把所有东西都做完真的不容易的！
原来“死”字我真的不会写而且也不敢写！
完蛋了！

Morning Tea Venture in Penang 2008

2008-08-22T03:21:00.000+08:00

The day of this venture started since yesterday (28-June-2008) but both of us missed the rapid U502…If not we can enjoy it as we expected… What kind of venture I mentioned here??? I think most of you are very blur and don't know what I’m talking about here… Actually this is the story between me and Brother CJ Lee. Both of us are desired for the morning tea “dim sum” for almost half year already, therefore we planned to go to the Farlim “dim sum” restaurant for the morning tea on Saturday. He told me that the bus of the rapid Penang of U502 will travel down to the Farlim around 8.30am and he said we must go to the bus station early. I agreed to go there with the U502 for the “dim sum” special.

On that day morning, I reached there earlier than CJ and was about 8.20am and CJ arrived around 8.25am. Both of us sat on the bus station there and waiting for our bus. We really very excited and talk about when was our last time of having this kind of meal. We wait and wait and the bus still not come back yet. We getting no mood already and feel quite tired and lazy like that...Suddenly we saw the rapid bus U502 travelled down from the hill and we really happy coz our dream getting nearer.Hehehehe…so we wait for it no matter how tired.

Finally the bus reached and halted at the station. At this moment, we felt like wan to enter the bus and also afraid of enter the bus because we afraid the bus not ready to travel out yet. One of the aunties from the bus station asked the driver about the time for the U502 to travel down to Farlim and the driver said is 9.30am. When we heard about this, we were dizzying……so we went to the market to take the light breakfast before 9.30am. Unfortunately, our U502 depart the bus station before 9.30am, that mean we’re cheated...We lost the chance to go for the “dim sum” venture…sighs…

We won’t give up one…we travelled down to the “dim sum” restaurant Farlim by car on the next day. We don't wan to miss the opportunity again. The beautiful Sunday with all the nice nice “dim sum” on the table… I really very hungry already…all the “dim sums” are hunger for my touch before I started to eat them. It is hard to believe that both of us can eat about RM32 for the “dim sum” morning tea. This is our venture of morning tea coz we used up all the energy and the space of the stomach to fulfill the “dim sum”. We felt so full after ate the “dim sum” and we also get the feeling of satisfied with all the food. We can say we spend our life for this kind of morning special. I’m sure CJ Lee also feeling the same. What we have eaten can be shown by the picture above. I think we will have this again after half year or one year. The mission of eating “dim sum” will be continued.