Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Birthday Card 2012

A handmade birthday card is full of memories, All the words on the card are full of heart and wish, All the colors on the card are the signs of happiness and opportunities, All the efforts on the card you put on it I could feel and see, Really nice, Really sweet, Really touch and happy, Really appreciate it, I LOVE it! Thank you, Joey Lim :) Thanks for the LOVELY Card.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

对于爱情,我真的很失败!
真的很懦弱....
真的要努力,要靠自己争取的!
真的要加油!

Thursday, December 15, 2011

或許我軟弱,也害怕失敗 但有你的笑容 就能讓我再站起來

Monday, November 14, 2011

Crying Love U U III

..................started from 7 Nov 2011..................
No more news from you at all..............
Couldn't see you in Facebook at all.........
Couldn't see you in MSN at all................
What happen to you ? May I know ???????
I didn't say anything .... I just... we are still friend ?
No reply No sms reply from you....
Tell me what happen actually ?
What make you escape from me ?
I have a lot of questions in my mind.....
Keep on asking why why why....

You created a secret group in Facebook and I am the only member in the group.
What I couldn't understand is.... why the group is named as BLOCK ?
Is it you are telling me that I am Block ?
Very sad to know that this is the truth..........
My mind cant escape from thinking of you !
I need you to cheer me up sometime....
I need to chat with you, like to talk you like to listen to your voice...
God, I am here to worship, to get the help to grab the power from you to ease away all the bad moment, I am hoping that she will back to my life and allow me to chat to deal to cheer each other... I cant stand alone in the world without her..
very suffering if the world is without her.......


LOVE U U this song make me feel better ! I am thinking of you and hope to see you again............... to be continue..........

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Crying Love U U II

No respond from you !
Each message I sent to you... No respond from you..
what was happened ? Can you please tell me?

Maybe you are busy....
Hoping that you are not push me away from you...
at least get a reply from you...
I am worrying....

Any how..
my mind will stay with u !

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Crying Love U U....

................... Can I back to the basic ?
Engine was started for an amazing meet but seem like the destination is not there for me...
I want to make a turn back to the origin and to look back at myself again. Is the time for me to re-consider again. I need to have a full stop on this. I want to quit. I found no direction. It is beautiful to be friend with her and encourage each other as well.

After back to the basic, another chapter of a new story is begin.

"Love U U", this is an amazing LOVE movie and the story happened at a beautiful island.
I love the story so much and also the theme song, Love U U from JJ.
I start to have a very strong feeling to "her" after and during movie with her.
I'm keep on thinking of her after the nite of movie.
I know, I am in the trap of love again and don know how to escape from it....

At the same time, I feel so "shit" to myself...
I really don know how to express it here...
feel like want to cry while listening to the Love U U....

........................... Hope to meet up again...
I will remember that nite we're having a movie time with Love U U.....

Monday, August 29, 2011

Amazing Meet (6-Aug-2011)

It is the time for me to write down my feeling here!
I met her, know this girl but not close at all, never think of approaching her, never think of want to get close with her, never think of want to chase her too.
All this happened is because of the amazing meet that happened to me on that day.

It was an amazing meet of me and her at the Chinese temple on that special day (Qixi Festival, seventh day of the seventh lunar month on the Chinese calendar). That day is special because that day is normally known as a Chinese valentine’s day too. That temple is called City god temple which is located at the City god temple road (7th road) Penang and there will be a lot of guys and girls, aunties and uncles praying for good blessing there. Most of the single women and men are there is to pray for finding a good husband and wife in the future.

That day: 6-Aug-2011
For me, I am different because I went there is due to my friend want to pray for finding or meet a good wife. So, I just followed but no praying. I was standing in front of the temple and observed a lot of things. It’s really a lot of people hunger for the blessing. Hehehehe… the amazing meet started when I saw a girl standing at the other side of the temple, she looked so familiar to me. She noticed me too, wow… I smiled to her and she smiled back to me too… she is my working colleague but not the same team and not close at all. Felt so great at that moment when she smiled to me and saw her suddenly. If not mistaken, she came for praying to find a good “partner” too. Lol……Especially when she wanted to go off that time, she was awaiting me to say bye to her… I could see that….. The way she looked at me that time is really different…don know how to say that… I had used my hand to say bye to her! :) Really nice, nice feeling!

After she left the temple, my mind was damn confused. What happened to me??? Keep on asking myself?? It should be a good start right? That nite, I was kept on thinking of the scene when she said bye to me. It’s sweet and I couldn’t escape of thinking of her. Maybe, this is what arranged by the god! I took a long time to consider on this. Finally I made up my mind… I have to take action on this. I am sure that she will have a different kind of feeling or impression on me too. Anyhow, every single relationship is started with a friend. So, I will go for this….. I started the engine already! Yeah lol Wish me Luck!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

从;直到

从没见过你的我, 直到遇见了你的我,
从不认识的那一刻, 直到相识后的每一天,
从想念你的每一秒开始, 直到想你的每分每秒,
从陌生的我们变得熟悉, 直到熟悉再转变为起初的陌生,
从那第一的自然感觉, 直到现在那特别及熟透的感觉,
从来没有想过拥有的味道, 直到这难得的味道越来越浓,
从一开始到现在, 我从来没有后悔,
因为我知道, 只要你觉得幸福,
我就觉得幸福, 我们话少无所谓,
至少我们还有说话, 有时候静静的,
也是一种很有感觉的幸福味道, 每当见到了你那不同宽度的笑容,
就是我的人生所拥有的快乐财富, 而且无人能从我心里给偷走,
期待每一次的见面, 都能感受到你给我的甜美笑容!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Watching Sunset

When talking about the sunset, I could sense a sweet and romantic feeling blows internally in my heart just like a gentle breeze blow on my face when I am siting on the big rock at the seaside. When I was down and unhappy, I will at the seaside and enjoying watching the sunset. Gazing at the western horizon, there are white and grey clouds could be seen in the sky. The sun sometimes is well hidden behind the white and grey clouds. I like to see this kind of view, this view remind me that our life is similar to this phenomena too. If we are the sun, we will hide ourselves behind some reasons or something, and re-appear again when we are recovered. Don’t forget that the color of the white and grey clouds will change color too, just like us, we will change too. We will change ourselves to fit in a suitable situation such as our working environment, working life and so on. The most beautiful moment when enjoying the sunset is the time when the white and grey clouds change to orange hues and followed by the shades of red and yellow. At that moment, the whole western sky is fullfilled by the color of gold, red, yellow and orange with splash. It is similar to our life too; our human life is colorful and sometime is up and down. We need to put the right color and select the correct colors to our own life. The beautiful moment of sunset will go off soon when the stars began to appear in the sky. This is another stage of the sunset when the sun sinks into the sea. The stars in the sky can be considered as the achivement of us in our life. The brighter the stars we could see, the greatest the achivement we have within with us. From the other angle of enjoying the sunset, when the sun sink into the sea and this means that today is end and the past is the past. When seeing the stars appear in the sky, there are the hopes that set up for us for a new day come. We need to appreciate the hopes given and utilize it well in a new day. If we are feeling down today, after the sunset there is a happy day will rise up on tomorrow as well. I like sunset because you are the part of my life. You are my sunshine too!!! I wish to take my dream girl or future wife to meet you as soon as possible. Friendship forever!

Be Positive While Driving

Count in today….Almost 4 times already…I could feel that I am blessed by the god. Why I say so??? What was happening actually???? I would like to say as I afraid of road accident!!!!!! Luckily that I don have heart attack because when the scary moment came to me that time, it really shocking me and will lead me to die in any seconds. I am a very mindful person but somehow when the problem wants to take place on me I couldn’t avoid too. Most of the time, the accident occur is due to the mistake that made by the careless driver. I have to accept it as well but fortunately I am saved. There will be some reasons that hidden behind when an accident happen. The main cause of the accident is more to those irresponsible motorcylist and motorcar driver. I hate the motorcylist who is not keeping to their lanes and never pay attention to the signal, not caring and not give a way. Sometime take over the other rider at the wrong lane or dangerous situation. Sometimes, we are alert, focus, mindful and careful but other people are not. Dont want to talk details on this anymore…when mentioning about this I could feel that the seed of phobia which was planted into my mind keep on bothering me again and again. Seriously, I want to enhance the skills of driving and make it to become more defensive and I want to be a great defensive driver as well. If I can be more defensive then I can reduce the chances of the accident happen. I want to be better than now. I also hope that the attitudes of a driver need to have a change, when it comes to a safe driving, there is only one person to depend and rely on: yourself.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

突然间的心情

伤心人所流下的眼泪,
掉入了那灿烂的花蕊,
很想告诉可爱的花蕊,
伤心人真的感到很累!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Special for You !!!

Author: Ong Sang Chee
Created Date: 30 May 2009
Edited on 23 Oct 2009



Light of Candle


Golden colour, the colour of a candle’s light in the sky
The scene of a peaceful mind
The candle’s light sharpens my eye sight
To let me see you clearly in the dark time
The moonlight’s reflection occurred in the night
Brightens up the little corner of my heart
Displays a beauty of you in my life
To alert myself to think of you and keep you tight
Never to forget you and never to hide
You are the sunshine in this world of mine
Thus, I shouldn’t be shy

Thursday, October 22, 2009

最幸福的事

歌词:
梁文音 - 最幸福的事


你撑着雨伞 接我那次
已经足够我 记得一辈子
我懂後来你 不是不坚持
爱情本来就 没万无一失

泪水离开了 你的手指
那不如让它 留在这信纸
我想女孩子 最贴心的是
让爱的人选 结束的方式

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事



可惜爱不是 童话故事
不能够永远 依赖着王子
再难过其实 只剩两个字
我怎麽忍心 为难你解释

我最幸福的事 当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次
最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你 美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕 都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始 即使分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事 那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

15-09-2009

很想用这一首歌来说说我的心情。我真的“对你有感觉”。每一次当我把眼睛闭上的时候,你就出现了!尤其是你的笑容,当你笑的时候真的很甜很甜的。真的没想到我已经把你的笑容给录起来的。你知道吗? 你给我的力量也很大的。
当我在最无助的时候,想到了你的笑容,烦恼就会慢慢的消失掉!有时候觉得自己真的很傻的,但是我觉得是值得的。因为我换回来的是开心!

每当见到你的时候,我总是觉得你心事重重的。当你低落的时候真得很想安慰你,但是我真的不敢。可能,我们不熟吧!很期待我们能变得很熟很熟的一天。
也希望你能永远的幸福!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

2009-09-02

最近都是下雨的天气
总是让我想起小雨伞

今天傍晚望着晴朗的天空
蓝天白云的 还有海边的美景

一个人静静的发呆
感觉好好哦
总是期待 期待 期待 一个好的开始 .......

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Accepted

Waiting for so many days...finally I'm accepted by the Ministry of Human Resources for the place and train program. It is a good chance for me to train up myself in this program and I'm sure that in the end of the program I will become much more better than before. At the same time, I am so surprise to receive a mail from Celestica (M) Sdn Bhd and offer me a position of Technical Buyer. I am so grateful that they offer me this position and pre-qualified me. The problem for me is I cant go far from Penang at this moment since the company is at Kulim. I have to reject the offer with heart pain. I really don know is good for me to reject or not. I just know that I have not get ready at this moment. I prefer Penang. I am now hoping that I can perform well in everything as i can.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Waiting等待

I am waiting for the good news at this moment.hehehe...I was just registered for the Internship program of engineering students yesterday.This is a pilot initiative program collaborating with the Ministry of Human Resource & Industry partners. The class will start on 17 August 2009 and is from monday to friday (3 months). I am now really feeling like going back to school to study again. This is a good opportunity for me to prepare myself with this training before I get into the real working world. Hope to receive the latest news from the organization next week.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

感觉回来了

有一种很独特的感觉回来了!!! 我不懂那是什么样的感觉,但是我知道的是这感觉给了我很大的力量! 大学毕业后的这两个月可说是我的假期,大多数的时间都呆在家有时候真的闷到要命的!很想称自己为“宅男王”的。除了呆在家外, 差不多每个周末都会参与些活动来充实自己及顺便打发掉我的时间,不然真的会闷到生病的咯! 这项活动让我走遍马来西亚半岛,说到累呢真的很累,但只不过是身体上的累! 心灵上的欢喜真的满满,自己学到得到的也很多,得到的就是所谓的“经验”咯!

说回这独特的感觉,真得让我感到特别不一样!这感觉好像不见很久了,如果没错的话在我中五毕业后就慢慢的消失掉了。那个时候的我真的很有感觉哦! 每天很早上很早就起身上学了,且从来没有喊过累及睡不醒的。那强烈的力量总是环绕着我,使我很有心的到学校去上课! 说真的,那独特的感觉其实是我班上一位女生给我的。因为她,所以我就有这特别强的力量!有时候,我真的觉得自己真的很幼稚,因为一个人才会有特别的力量感觉之类的。 那个时候, 她都很早到学校因为住得比较远的关系!我每一天早到,都是希望可以和她单独的相处。那一段日子真的很留念的,实在忘不了的。

回到了现在,虽然我和她还有联络但是那特别的感觉已不再……现在,能让我拥有这感觉的是另一位女生!我认识这女生也不久,可是她能给我带来的感觉真的大不同。我们虽然见过面,知道对方是谁,就是没有正面的交谈。我自己也是个害羞的男生,有时候面对女生也不懂该说些什么的。我不是很了解这女生,但是从她的部落格里我可以知道她的心情故事,最近怎样的。每一次见到她,总是让我感觉到她心情繁重很少见到她的笑容!真的希望下一次见到她的时候是特别开心的! 也真的希望下一次见面,我和她可以好好的聊天,听一听她的声音!因为有“她”给我的感觉,我每天都很开心! 我很希望能和她成为很好的朋友,也很期待她的心情故事!

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

“歌 名”代表作

我不想再见到自己流泪,我也不想让你见到我所掉下的眼泪。但是,我还是无法控制我自己的眼泪!每一个夜里,眼泪还是一样往下滴!滴在我和你的照片上,生日卡上及信封上!你走后,我忘了哭, 直到自己觉得不能没有你后才开始不停的哭!可惜的是, 哭解决不了我的伤痛!

在远方的我每天不放弃的时时刻刻给你送上祝福,希望在另一端的你过得很好!虽然我和你在一起的时候并不是很开心,当你一走后我开始感到寂寞!也许明天的我会变得很好,也许会很快乐!我是在欺骗自己吗?我们的距离称不上天涯海角,但却真的真的很远!只期待能有再次的相遇!相爱很难,我明白这个道理,忘不了你的好,你知道不知道!走向前,给了我一种我要的幸福!!!

我的爱,是你给我的吗?偷心,是你的目的吗?因为爱我们才能好好恋爱吗?终于明白,我们之间并没有那种人们常说的童话!你喜欢向左走还是向右走的呢?Missing you 也许是你的借口,只有我爱你才是遗矢的美好!起身叫我,去沙滩陪我看日出!一起分享美丽的早晨, 一起给自己留下快乐的回忆!

讲你知,我是真的真的很爱你!请你记得我对你说的每一句话! 我想见你,但不是每一个时间都能见到你,因为在寂寞边界!当你孤单你会想起谁,而我却忘了怎么哭!原来爱情不能做比较,就是爱你才会有爱的借口,如果你不爱我,那就分手快乐吧!我不再是little boy 了,我要love and freedom, 不要说你不知道!

今生今世,我都会永远守候着你,没有你就没有代表作!有了你就不孤单, 能一起看流星雨,在烟火季节看美丽烟花!你是我心中的日月, 我爱你就像老鼠爱大米, 两极也能混为一级!你是我匿名的宝贝吗?我们的爱有原点吗?我们依然是朋友,你好就好!希望永远不停止,希望能保持这美味关系!

全世界只有你不知道,在那一年这一天,最勇敢的季节里,我为你种了很多茉莉花!我们都知道微笑的理由,那就是因为爱!!!!别说对不起,我不是被你伤害的!!爱你就对了,make a wish, my love !!! 记得我爱你!不要再让我从新加波流泪到新山就好了!