When is the day that I never thinking of you at all?
That's no a day that you not appear in my mind
That's no time for me to ignore you at a side
I want to meet you but I am shy
I want to talk to you but always not at the right time
I always feel that I fall in love at the wrong time
But what to say is the love is blind
No matter how hard you had try
She still will appear in your mind
Because Love will never lie
You are now is fall sick with love!!!!
I really like her but I am scare of her!
Good luck man!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
That Day @ A Memory 2009
I was just after the volleyball training in campus just now. So long time I din go for the physical train alr but I faced to it just now. Really so nice feel!!! When talking about the volleyball, I really feeling a problem with it. I got tournament for the volleyball soon and I also wanna use that tournament time to complete my works. I feel so annoying with this...coz I like it (volleyball)!!!!
After the valentine's day, almost 5days alr. This is a good time for me to review back what I had did on that day. Seriously, my lonely valentine's day really is a memorable day for me. Why I say so? sure got something that related to her. The nite before the valentine's day, I went to the campus to attend the Chinese Culture Nite UMT 2009. I went there is bacause I wanna to see her performance cause she was involving in the event. She did so well in that performance and I can see her clearly when she was dancing on the stage although there were a big group of dancer on the stage. I feel lucky to see her performance. After return home, 12.00am sharp I sms her and said HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to her. I feel so enough alr coz she replied me happy valentine's to me too. I feel so touch alr....
For the 14 Feb 2009, I went to the KT town in the morning. I sent my "Wife" back to the shop and go for some treatment. After sending it to the shop then I walk alone in the town of KT alone. I can be considered that walk in the KT and observe the surrounding of the KT. I walked almost near to one hour plus, walk here and walk there and see see the shop and environment that KT town have. Really not bad just the weather is too hot only. After walk walk, then I reach to the Uncle Chua Kopitiam. That moment I can be said I was damn hungry. Therefore, I straight order the Curry Noodles and a cup of coffee O as my breakfast.
After the valentine's day, almost 5days alr. This is a good time for me to review back what I had did on that day. Seriously, my lonely valentine's day really is a memorable day for me. Why I say so? sure got something that related to her. The nite before the valentine's day, I went to the campus to attend the Chinese Culture Nite UMT 2009. I went there is bacause I wanna to see her performance cause she was involving in the event. She did so well in that performance and I can see her clearly when she was dancing on the stage although there were a big group of dancer on the stage. I feel lucky to see her performance. After return home, 12.00am sharp I sms her and said HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to her. I feel so enough alr coz she replied me happy valentine's to me too. I feel so touch alr....
For the 14 Feb 2009, I went to the KT town in the morning. I sent my "Wife" back to the shop and go for some treatment. After sending it to the shop then I walk alone in the town of KT alone. I can be considered that walk in the KT and observe the surrounding of the KT. I walked almost near to one hour plus, walk here and walk there and see see the shop and environment that KT town have. Really not bad just the weather is too hot only. After walk walk, then I reach to the Uncle Chua Kopitiam. That moment I can be said I was damn hungry. Therefore, I straight order the Curry Noodles and a cup of coffee O as my breakfast.
Curry Noodles and Kopi O from Uncle Chua KopitiamAfter my breakfast then I continue to walk back to take my bike then go home. So, the rest of the day I was kept in the house and din go anywhere alr. As for my dinner, I settle with my brother, Ec. We went to the Pok Wan Kopitiam which is near to our housing area here.Our dinner actually is quite heavy, I ordered the Bihun cantonese and Ec was ordered the Ginger Beef Koey Teow cantonese if not mistaken. Actually both of us bit gay gay coz always dating together and share the food together.Hehehehe..But really nice la. hahaha..Better than eat the food alone.
On the valentine's day that nite, I can feel that she will not lonely and all her friend will together with her. But I realized that she mentioned before that she never receive any surprise during this special day. That day, I think and think and wanna give her a good and unforgettable memory. I not dare to do it. I so worry....don know why...Finally, before the day of the Valentine's Day end I decided to do something for her. I finally come out with an idea, that's sing a song for her before the valentine's day ended. At least got a guy sing a sweet song for her and also is a surprise for her too. So, I called her via phone and sing a chinese song named as "守候”（shou hou) means watch for her. When I sing the song that time I really put all my feeling into the song and sing it as well as I can. I really sincere wish and hope that she get touch by the song and my voice and will always remember it. This is my first time of sing song for a girl I like during valentine's day. This is also can be said is my another unforgettable memory.
I really hope that one day she really can understand me. I hope can meet her and talk to her soon. She is busy with her works now I think. Each time when I wanna sms or call her I also afraid I will disturb her or bothering her. Her support to me in studies also very important. When I feel down, after seeing the supporting message from her, I can suddenly got a good mood and feel energetic to my work. Thus, my life can't stay without her!!!!Not only in mind but is in life. I miss her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On the valentine's day that nite, I can feel that she will not lonely and all her friend will together with her. But I realized that she mentioned before that she never receive any surprise during this special day. That day, I think and think and wanna give her a good and unforgettable memory. I not dare to do it. I so worry....don know why...Finally, before the day of the Valentine's Day end I decided to do something for her. I finally come out with an idea, that's sing a song for her before the valentine's day ended. At least got a guy sing a sweet song for her and also is a surprise for her too. So, I called her via phone and sing a chinese song named as "守候”（shou hou) means watch for her. When I sing the song that time I really put all my feeling into the song and sing it as well as I can. I really sincere wish and hope that she get touch by the song and my voice and will always remember it. This is my first time of sing song for a girl I like during valentine's day. This is also can be said is my another unforgettable memory.
I really hope that one day she really can understand me. I hope can meet her and talk to her soon. She is busy with her works now I think. Each time when I wanna sms or call her I also afraid I will disturb her or bothering her. Her support to me in studies also very important. When I feel down, after seeing the supporting message from her, I can suddenly got a good mood and feel energetic to my work. Thus, my life can't stay without her!!!!Not only in mind but is in life. I miss her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, February 13, 2009
Lonely Valentine's Day
The earth still rotating and changing but my mind is halted here....Feel like getting tired in all the works and the mission that I have to be completed.Sound like so down and no mood in doing everything...Really no mood in doing work at this moment....There are so many reasons to be lazy...For me, I really don know about it.....One important thing that always bothering me is my mind......My mind is out of control and always push me to the other side...Should be ....Hahahaahahahahahaa I am sure is because of thinking too much on a person....Ya, yes I do....This may link to the this coming Valentine day.....I will not celebrate with anyone and I plan to have a Lonely Valentine's Day...I may prepare myself a valentine time and a lonely space to calm down my mind...I may write a letter and go to our special and read it out and recall the sweet memory that we have before....But at the same time I may wish her a happy valentine's day !!!
Monday, January 26, 2009
sweet Talk
Happy Chinese New(Niu) Year 2009!
I am now at my home town with my family. The feeling really different and I feel warm and great to be at home. I spent all my time with the house before this CNY coz I have to clean the house so that can celebrate this special day with a good condition and environment. For the reunion dinner just now, hehehehe I was sitting with my father only...U know why? this is becoz my dad and me were the last 2 person took the dinner. The rest of the family members finished alr lo. My dad and me can consider late lo...hahaaha but quite nice feel. After the dinner then I spent my time and talk to Ec via phone. We talk a lot and laugh a lot also...we talk almost near to 40 minutes like that...quite long the talking time...Around 10.45pm..I drive the car up to the top of the hill of the Balik Pulau. I not alone at this moment, I was together with my close close friend, CJ and Gary Lam. We all enjoyed the nite view of the Balik Pulau and seeing the fireworks of the chinese new year too.
The most important moment is started after 12am...I called her...and she picked up the phone and talk to me. This is my 1st time calling her via my phone and talk to her via phone. It's really a sweet talk for me tonight although I can't see her and meet her tonight. I feel enough alr coz can hear her sweet voice. while talking to her I also can hear that her kampung there also got the huge sound of the fire crackers. That sound really make me have a strong cny feel for this year. while enjoying the fireworks, I was too excited and sing a song to her and I think this song make her feel bit embrassed. I really talk too much alr lo...I really hope that I can be her best best friend at this moment. Just hope that she will not ignore me de...I really started afraid alr...I really talk more than that alr......but it is really a nice and sweet talk with her. One more unforgettable......
The most important moment is started after 12am...I called her...and she picked up the phone and talk to me. This is my 1st time calling her via my phone and talk to her via phone. It's really a sweet talk for me tonight although I can't see her and meet her tonight. I feel enough alr coz can hear her sweet voice. while talking to her I also can hear that her kampung there also got the huge sound of the fire crackers. That sound really make me have a strong cny feel for this year. while enjoying the fireworks, I was too excited and sing a song to her and I think this song make her feel bit embrassed. I really talk too much alr lo...I really hope that I can be her best best friend at this moment. Just hope that she will not ignore me de...I really started afraid alr...I really talk more than that alr......but it is really a nice and sweet talk with her. One more unforgettable......
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Sweet walk
After the sweet nite, I had a sweet walk with her again...
I really never expected that we walk at the seaside in the evening.
when walking at the seaside that time, I can be said that I really feeling so shy
don know what to talk de.maybe this is my first time with girl at the seaside
or the condition is too romantic alr. Seriously, the weather of the day damn nice and make me feel romantic and the walk of me and her is considered as the sweet walk de.
both of us look at the sky enjoy the rosy clouds...so so so nice feeling....I hope and wish that she also feeling the same..
This is my most blessing time....I also wish that I can have it again
I like this sweet feeling !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really never expected that we walk at the seaside in the evening.
when walking at the seaside that time, I can be said that I really feeling so shy
don know what to talk de.maybe this is my first time with girl at the seaside
or the condition is too romantic alr. Seriously, the weather of the day damn nice and make me feel romantic and the walk of me and her is considered as the sweet walk de.
both of us look at the sky enjoy the rosy clouds...so so so nice feeling....I hope and wish that she also feeling the same..
This is my most blessing time....I also wish that I can have it again
I like this sweet feeling !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Sweet Night
You were at the bus stop there
I was the one walking toward to the bus stop
Once I saw you, you smile to me
Your smiling so sweet and lead me close to you
You were waiting for me about 5 minutes
I started the conversation
Am I late??? Actually not really....
I just telling her why I was late
Then we find a place and have a drink + chat
we chat ...chat ... chat...chat chat chat...nonstop chatting..
From the first place chat till to the other place
then the finally we shared our story at the small pondok near the hostel
we really talk a lot of stories...Story bout our childhood and so so so so on
The whole nite, I cant forget that sweet feel....
The feeling really sweeter than the honey and sugar...
Hahahahahahahaa.....
I wish and hope can meet her again and share the story again....
Unforgettable moment for me........
Friday, January 9, 2009
Thinking ............Of ..........You
Year 2009 already lo...
A new year is started....
It is the time for us to fill up the new story into the blank paper of the year 2009.
As for this year, should be a tough year for all of us and we need to make this year to become more meaningful and better. Recently, that's a lot of thing that bothering me and make me lost my direction again. The major thing, I think is the final year project...really have to think out a better way to finish it as soon as I can. Some more, previously I thought I can forget bout her alr, recently she appeared into my mind again...I always wanna sms her and call her, but I refuse to do so coz I really afraid that I will disturb her..I know that she and me is imppossible and I don wan to think of it alr...But then her name still surrounding my mind my head and also in front of my eye...She may know I got feel on her or she may not know. Actually I also afraid she know bout this...I wanna escape from this situation .....I think I can make it...when seeing other couple sweet sweet in front of me really make me jealous and make me thinking of her de although we are just friend...but she also give me a nice feeling and her voice also as sweet as sugar...If got chance to hear again then sure is the best luck for me...it is bliss to hear from her again. Her name also very meaningful, it means high, noble and exalted or also can be mean as "strong". Unforgettable...
A new year is started....
It is the time for us to fill up the new story into the blank paper of the year 2009.
As for this year, should be a tough year for all of us and we need to make this year to become more meaningful and better. Recently, that's a lot of thing that bothering me and make me lost my direction again. The major thing, I think is the final year project...really have to think out a better way to finish it as soon as I can. Some more, previously I thought I can forget bout her alr, recently she appeared into my mind again...I always wanna sms her and call her, but I refuse to do so coz I really afraid that I will disturb her..I know that she and me is imppossible and I don wan to think of it alr...But then her name still surrounding my mind my head and also in front of my eye...She may know I got feel on her or she may not know. Actually I also afraid she know bout this...I wanna escape from this situation .....I think I can make it...when seeing other couple sweet sweet in front of me really make me jealous and make me thinking of her de although we are just friend...but she also give me a nice feeling and her voice also as sweet as sugar...If got chance to hear again then sure is the best luck for me...it is bliss to hear from her again. Her name also very meaningful, it means high, noble and exalted or also can be mean as "strong". Unforgettable...
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