Thursday, October 27, 2011

Crying Love U U II

No respond from you !
Each message I sent to you... No respond from you..
what was happened ? Can you please tell me?

Maybe you are busy....
Hoping that you are not push me away from you...
at least get a reply from you...
I am worrying....

Any how..
my mind will stay with u !

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Crying Love U U....

................... Can I back to the basic ?
Engine was started for an amazing meet but seem like the destination is not there for me...
I want to make a turn back to the origin and to look back at myself again. Is the time for me to re-consider again. I need to have a full stop on this. I want to quit. I found no direction. It is beautiful to be friend with her and encourage each other as well.

After back to the basic, another chapter of a new story is begin.

"Love U U", this is an amazing LOVE movie and the story happened at a beautiful island.
I love the story so much and also the theme song, Love U U from JJ.
I start to have a very strong feeling to "her" after and during movie with her.
I'm keep on thinking of her after the nite of movie.
I know, I am in the trap of love again and don know how to escape from it....

At the same time, I feel so "shit" to myself...
I really don know how to express it here...
feel like want to cry while listening to the Love U U....

........................... Hope to meet up again...
I will remember that nite we're having a movie time with Love U U.....

Monday, August 29, 2011

Amazing Meet (6-Aug-2011)

It is the time for me to write down my feeling here!
I met her, know this girl but not close at all, never think of approaching her, never think of want to get close with her, never think of want to chase her too.
All this happened is because of the amazing meet that happened to me on that day.

It was an amazing meet of me and her at the Chinese temple on that special day (Qixi Festival, seventh day of the seventh lunar month on the Chinese calendar). That day is special because that day is normally known as a Chinese valentine’s day too. That temple is called City god temple which is located at the City god temple road (7th road) Penang and there will be a lot of guys and girls, aunties and uncles praying for good blessing there. Most of the single women and men are there is to pray for finding a good husband and wife in the future.

That day: 6-Aug-2011
For me, I am different because I went there is due to my friend want to pray for finding or meet a good wife. So, I just followed but no praying. I was standing in front of the temple and observed a lot of things. It’s really a lot of people hunger for the blessing. Hehehehe… the amazing meet started when I saw a girl standing at the other side of the temple, she looked so familiar to me. She noticed me too, wow… I smiled to her and she smiled back to me too… she is my working colleague but not the same team and not close at all. Felt so great at that moment when she smiled to me and saw her suddenly. If not mistaken, she came for praying to find a good “partner” too. Lol……Especially when she wanted to go off that time, she was awaiting me to say bye to her… I could see that….. The way she looked at me that time is really different…don know how to say that… I had used my hand to say bye to her! :) Really nice, nice feeling!

After she left the temple, my mind was damn confused. What happened to me??? Keep on asking myself?? It should be a good start right? That nite, I was kept on thinking of the scene when she said bye to me. It’s sweet and I couldn’t escape of thinking of her. Maybe, this is what arranged by the god! I took a long time to consider on this. Finally I made up my mind… I have to take action on this. I am sure that she will have a different kind of feeling or impression on me too. Anyhow, every single relationship is started with a friend. So, I will go for this….. I started the engine already! Yeah lol Wish me Luck!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

从;直到

从没见过你的我, 直到遇见了你的我,
从不认识的那一刻, 直到相识后的每一天,
从想念你的每一秒开始, 直到想你的每分每秒,
从陌生的我们变得熟悉, 直到熟悉再转变为起初的陌生,
从那第一的自然感觉, 直到现在那特别及熟透的感觉,
从来没有想过拥有的味道, 直到这难得的味道越来越浓,
从一开始到现在, 我从来没有后悔,
因为我知道, 只要你觉得幸福,
我就觉得幸福, 我们话少无所谓,
至少我们还有说话, 有时候静静的,
也是一种很有感觉的幸福味道, 每当见到了你那不同宽度的笑容,
就是我的人生所拥有的快乐财富, 而且无人能从我心里给偷走,
期待每一次的见面, 都能感受到你给我的甜美笑容!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Watching Sunset

When talking about the sunset, I could sense a sweet and romantic feeling blows internally in my heart just like a gentle breeze blow on my face when I am siting on the big rock at the seaside. When I was down and unhappy, I will at the seaside and enjoying watching the sunset. Gazing at the western horizon, there are white and grey clouds could be seen in the sky. The sun sometimes is well hidden behind the white and grey clouds. I like to see this kind of view, this view remind me that our life is similar to this phenomena too. If we are the sun, we will hide ourselves behind some reasons or something, and re-appear again when we are recovered. Don’t forget that the color of the white and grey clouds will change color too, just like us, we will change too. We will change ourselves to fit in a suitable situation such as our working environment, working life and so on. The most beautiful moment when enjoying the sunset is the time when the white and grey clouds change to orange hues and followed by the shades of red and yellow. At that moment, the whole western sky is fullfilled by the color of gold, red, yellow and orange with splash. It is similar to our life too; our human life is colorful and sometime is up and down. We need to put the right color and select the correct colors to our own life. The beautiful moment of sunset will go off soon when the stars began to appear in the sky. This is another stage of the sunset when the sun sinks into the sea. The stars in the sky can be considered as the achivement of us in our life. The brighter the stars we could see, the greatest the achivement we have within with us. From the other angle of enjoying the sunset, when the sun sink into the sea and this means that today is end and the past is the past. When seeing the stars appear in the sky, there are the hopes that set up for us for a new day come. We need to appreciate the hopes given and utilize it well in a new day. If we are feeling down today, after the sunset there is a happy day will rise up on tomorrow as well. I like sunset because you are the part of my life. You are my sunshine too!!! I wish to take my dream girl or future wife to meet you as soon as possible. Friendship forever!

Be Positive While Driving

Count in today….Almost 4 times already…I could feel that I am blessed by the god. Why I say so??? What was happening actually???? I would like to say as I afraid of road accident!!!!!! Luckily that I don have heart attack because when the scary moment came to me that time, it really shocking me and will lead me to die in any seconds. I am a very mindful person but somehow when the problem wants to take place on me I couldn’t avoid too. Most of the time, the accident occur is due to the mistake that made by the careless driver. I have to accept it as well but fortunately I am saved. There will be some reasons that hidden behind when an accident happen. The main cause of the accident is more to those irresponsible motorcylist and motorcar driver. I hate the motorcylist who is not keeping to their lanes and never pay attention to the signal, not caring and not give a way. Sometime take over the other rider at the wrong lane or dangerous situation. Sometimes, we are alert, focus, mindful and careful but other people are not. Dont want to talk details on this anymore…when mentioning about this I could feel that the seed of phobia which was planted into my mind keep on bothering me again and again. Seriously, I want to enhance the skills of driving and make it to become more defensive and I want to be a great defensive driver as well. If I can be more defensive then I can reduce the chances of the accident happen. I want to be better than now. I also hope that the attitudes of a driver need to have a change, when it comes to a safe driving, there is only one person to depend and rely on: yourself.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

突然间的心情

伤心人所流下的眼泪,
掉入了那灿烂的花蕊,
很想告诉可爱的花蕊,
伤心人真的感到很累!