Friday, February 20, 2009

That Day @ A Memory 2009

I was just after the volleyball training in campus just now. So long time I din go for the physical train alr but I faced to it just now. Really so nice feel!!! When talking about the volleyball, I really feeling a problem with it. I got tournament for the volleyball soon and I also wanna use that tournament time to complete my works. I feel so annoying with this...coz I like it (volleyball)!!!!

After the valentine's day, almost 5days alr. This is a good time for me to review back what I had did on that day. Seriously, my lonely valentine's day really is a memorable day for me. Why I say so? sure got something that related to her. The nite before the valentine's day, I went to the campus to attend the Chinese Culture Nite UMT 2009. I went there is bacause I wanna to see her performance cause she was involving in the event. She did so well in that performance and I can see her clearly when she was dancing on the stage although there were a big group of dancer on the stage. I feel lucky to see her performance. After return home, 12.00am sharp I sms her and said HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to her. I feel so enough alr coz she replied me happy valentine's to me too. I feel so touch alr....

For the 14 Feb 2009, I went to the KT town in the morning. I sent my "Wife" back to the shop and go for some treatment. After sending it to the shop then I walk alone in the town of KT alone. I can be considered that walk in the KT and observe the surrounding of the KT. I walked almost near to one hour plus, walk here and walk there and see see the shop and environment that KT town have. Really not bad just the weather is too hot only. After walk walk, then I reach to the Uncle Chua Kopitiam. That moment I can be said I was damn hungry. Therefore, I straight order the Curry Noodles and a cup of coffee O as my breakfast.

Curry Noodles and Kopi O from Uncle Chua Kopitiam

After my breakfast then I continue to walk back to take my bike then go home. So, the rest of the day I was kept in the house and din go anywhere alr. As for my dinner, I settle with my brother, Ec. We went to the Pok Wan Kopitiam which is near to our housing area here.Our dinner actually is quite heavy, I ordered the Bihun cantonese and Ec was ordered the Ginger Beef Koey Teow cantonese if not mistaken. Actually both of us bit gay gay coz always dating together and share the food together.Hehehehe..But really nice la. hahaha..Better than eat the food alone.

On the valentine's day that nite, I can feel that she will not lonely and all her friend will together with her. But I realized that she mentioned before that she never receive any surprise during this special day. That day, I think and think and wanna give her a good and unforgettable memory. I not dare to do it. I so worry....don know why...Finally, before the day of the Valentine's Day end I decided to do something for her. I finally come out with an idea, that's sing a song for her before the valentine's day ended. At least got a guy sing a sweet song for her and also is a surprise for her too. So, I called her via phone and sing a chinese song named as "守候”(shou hou) means watch for her. When I sing the song that time I really put all my feeling into the song and sing it as well as I can. I really sincere wish and hope that she get touch by the song and my voice and will always remember it. This is my first time of sing song for a girl I like during valentine's day. This is also can be said is my another unforgettable memory.

I really hope that one day she really can understand me. I hope can meet her and talk to her soon. She is busy with her works now I think. Each time when I wanna sms or call her I also afraid I will disturb her or bothering her. Her support to me in studies also very important. When I feel down, after seeing the supporting message from her, I can suddenly got a good mood and feel energetic to my work. Thus, my life can't stay without her!!!!Not only in mind but is in life. I miss her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Friday, February 13, 2009

Lonely Valentine's Day

The earth still rotating and changing but my mind is halted here....Feel like getting tired in all the works and the mission that I have to be completed.Sound like so down and no mood in doing everything...Really no mood in doing work at this moment....There are so many reasons to be lazy...For me, I really don know about it.....One important thing that always bothering me is my mind......My mind is out of control and always push me to the other side...Should be ....Hahahaahahahahahaa I am sure is because of thinking too much on a person....Ya, yes I do....This may link to the this coming Valentine day.....I will not celebrate with anyone and I plan to have a Lonely Valentine's Day...I may prepare myself a valentine time and a lonely space to calm down my mind...I may write a letter and go to our special and read it out and recall the sweet memory that we have before....But at the same time I may wish her a happy valentine's day !!!